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Friday, November 26, 2004

i eventually did go for the prom nite. but it started off with a couple quarrels with my dad. shant elaborate... coz, in the end, i had loads of fun. really... esp on the 'dancefloor'. ppl like joo,liya, suz, table ppl and fab should noe wat i mean...

it was not worth the $50 tt we paid for the prom nite. the food was shitty. the service was horrible. my table was clustered with used plates and it took a long time to disappear. irritating. then, there were no performances. the emcees were so boring. the games were so much lesser than mediocre. there was also the photographers who kept snapping pics of teachers... not tt i mind. but when the flashes keep flashing, it can really get onto ur nerves. the other thing tt didnt go my way was my camera. it could work when i reached home last nite, but it didnt when i was a the hotel. ridiculous... i beg anyone of u peeps who has my pics, plz send me ya? send to my yahoo acc.

the onli thing tt enlightened me last nite was the dance at the end of everything. i didnt noe wat came over me to do it... coz i let loose man! hehe... felt gd. tired as it may be, it didnt stop any of us frm dancing.... the songs werent tt nice. but wth... hehe... however, we had to stop shaking our booties... majority of us were the table ppl... and fab. hehe... some unlucky sec 5s and teachers were being forced to join.. hehe. i love mr bob chen... he was so supporting. he knelt down when the table ppl took pics with him... awww...

elfi finally had his dream came true when he won mr personality. and he was saying tt everyone wants a piece of him... pukez!! wateva.. becoz of us, u won my dear! u owe us big time. congrats to the sec 5 gal who won.. dun realli noe how to spell the name.

went home... cant sleep. so talked on the hp... hp. yeah... for like 4 hrs or so. my bill gonna shoot up like nobody's business.... but wateva. it was kinda worth it, can i say tt? sth like tt lah.... woke up at 12, i think. missed breakfast.. still have not eaten. gonna eat soon after i finished this.

happy graduation ppl.... it was not sentimental at all at the hotel, but the stuff tt we went thru together really made me appreciate sec sch life best.

Smashed into pieces at 11/26/2004 01:32:00 PM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

to go or not to go..? for prom nite tt is... dun ask y. i juz feel, all of the sudden, hesistant to go.but since i bought all the stuff, i should go rite. and if i dun go, then ill upset some ppl. well, yeah... guess so. be prepared to be blinded by flashes ya... and im not looking forward to da performances. coz, as usual, performances put up by siglap has always been total rubbish.

Smashed into pieces at 11/25/2004 09:57:00 AM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

hey there! juz feel like blogging... coz im now at my kuzzie's house. so bored...dunno wat to do.

so, yesterday, wenta town to shop. awesome.... didnt regret buying the stuff and all. wat the heck... i used my own money for everything! yes... my OWN. well, not really satisfied with wat i bought. it was fun though... but i noe i could have spent on sth better. coz i went to TM juz now... and there were much more similar and better stuff... and much more cheaper. oh well, as wat rajan said: dun regret. i was happy tt i went shoppin. tt's all...

todae, wenta watch THE INCREDIBLES. it was ok... farnie. kinda worth watching. yeah... with my kuzzies and bro. so, after tt went window shopping. oh yeah, and i bought a watch! nicee... i guess. for 86 bucks.. ok rite?

so here i am, in my kuzzie's house. duno wat to do. well, it was nice to go out with them after such a long time. my bro wenta funan with dad... buy stuff.

yea.. so tt's it for now. will change the bloggie skin soon. but cant decide which one. see ya tmr nite! cant wait!

Smashed into pieces at 11/24/2004 03:49:00 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

hoorah... hurrah!! yay! exams are now over... no more goin to sch and be told wat to do. no more anwar! yay! no more ng! well, not till prom nite, but it juz feels gd when i left my seat.

now, i can go out for jln raye and prom nite shopping. for all i want. damn... it feels so fabulous. u ppl should noe wat i mean. i think.

went jln raye yesterday with np frens... and some other peeps like rahman, ema and shahidah. it was oritez. but got tired soon after the second house i think. y? coz, we walked long distances- in our heels. by the time we reached elfi's house, i was barefooted. i totally give up on those evil and torturing things. a lot of events occurred... farnie stuff and unwanted squabbles and quarrels everynow and then. khairul was there. yes... didnt think he would be there. puke... he gets out of hand sometimes.

goin shoppin todae.... maybe ill do wat liya and suz did.. hehe. sounds fun. hahaha.... glad u guys found u guys wanted. i still have no idea wat to get... and i noe ema and ad wont make it ez for me. oh yeah. listen up. ali's gonna wear a skirt! cant wait....

on fri, confirm tak? pukul rape? kat mane? suz... update me ya? and, wont we be like tired coz the nite b4 will be the prom nite? tt's enuf ques i guess...

im free to do wat i want. im so booked this week, tt i dunno wat to do next week.... any suggestions?

shall post up some pics soon...

Smashed into pieces at 11/23/2004 08:39:00 AM

Friday, November 19, 2004

i dun have a taggie anymore... it's not appearing. liya doesnt even put hers up. she didnt even link me... haiz. i dunno bout u guys. but my taggie does not appear on my screen..like there's an error somehow. suz's also...

dunno wat to blog bout today... juz feel like typing sth. tt's all i guess. oh yeah, i forgot. this is for ema. u really cracked me up yesterday.... haha. dun worry.. it's safe with me, aitez? HAHAHA!!!

Smashed into pieces at 11/19/2004 04:58:00 PM

Thursday, November 18, 2004

im here...blogging once again. y? coz i have one more paper to go, which afterwards will i then say sayonara to the tys and tb tt my parents have been spending on for me to suffer. and im here to kinda complain bout today's ridiculously ez paper.

yes, a math p2. ez paper... but i dunno wat came over me tt i can even think straight. yeah... i was daydreaming at certain pt of time when i decidingly wanted to give up coz i cant solve a ques tt i really knew how to do. it's co-ordinate geometry ppl!! ugh! and it's worth 10 marks! and i didnt do it....! yes. i didnt do it. so, i actually could have gotten a c6, but now, it's down 2 grades. i felt so dumb...utterly stupid when erlina told me how to do it. so wat rite? the paper had been handed in, and my fate has been sealed. pathetic? yes. dumb? obviously. lazy? duh-uh. i didnt think. i wasnt thinking... i knew how to do it. feck! it's 10 marks... ppl, 10 marks. yeah, like wat can u all do, u muz be thinking. heck. wateva....

i feel tt i had wasted my time taking the Os. this is y. i had not mugged hard enuf. my fault. i wasnt prepared coz i didnt mugged hard enuf. my fault. i didnt realized it was impt to do better than norm coz i forgot tt there was a thing called moderation. juz me being plain complacent. i regretted not studyin earlier, and heeding teachers', parents' and frens' advices to start revising. now i noe how lazy i am. and it's all over. i cant turn back time. i cant re-sit the papers i took. definitely not. regretting now it's a stupid thing to do.... i feel so bad. im scared how my results will be like. although i noe how it could turn out to be like. gdbye jc... i dunno how im gonna get thru the hols w/o feelin worried or guilty. but i noe it's all useless now.

damn Os.... it was a horrible experience. and it was a bad timing. dampened(sp?) my mood for raye. i feel so hopeless... help. i need someone to help me turn back time.

*to ema: thanks 4 the ruler thingy yesterday. really appreciate it... didnt expect u to do tt coz we so didnt plan it. but, it was a great help. see ya next mon*
~to ppl whom i showed my tantrums to, and to those i was being kinda rude to todae, sorry. i mean it.~

Smashed into pieces at 11/18/2004 01:08:00 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2004

heya peeps! gonna update 4 awhile..since it's a holiday and all... first, happy diwali to those celebrating it... advanced selamat hari raye kpd semua muslimin dan muslimat, ye? to all my dearest frens, and those i have relations with, wanna say: saye mohon maaf dgn seikhlas hati jika saye pernah hurt u in one way or another.... kalo jumpe, of coz ill do it face to face. so see ya ppl soon k?

yesterday was fun... well, the day wasnt actually. the bio paper was horibble and demoralising. gosh... it was scary. haiz... Os so far was orite... onli certain papers yg merepek... like bio and phy. thank god the sciences are over... except for paper 1. but dun reali give a heck bout tt.. oh yeah back to yesterday

wenta geylang... the bazaar! yay! but onli for a short while though... coz my grandma was ard and it's really hard to bring her ard. trust me...it's no fun to have ard in public. it was kinda embarassing coz she juz like to talk to any soul ard her... realli! worst than wat our moms usually do ema! yeah... so when to get my mom's baju... aiyoh! damn long one to choose. wenta get some lap-lip as well..hehe. of coz, there were a huge no of unwanted rubbish ard... like duh! those bitches who hang ard litterin the streets and in front of the shops w/o the fecking reason.. yes, they pissed me off. the way they dressed totally turn me off. i dun understand AT ALL how they can get themselves 'bf'. oh yeah...come to think bout it, those guys also cam tak sedar diri... come to ur senses ppl! get a life... buang mase kan diri kat geylang tak buat pape..and if u consider tt spendin time wisely by bieng with ur 'loved ones', or should i say stupid ones, u're juz being plain dumb. i dunno wat came over me to blog down bout this..but yeah, my innermost feelings. kinda waste my time, but worth rattlin coz i FEEL GOOD bringin these ppl down to the insults...! hahaha... org gini tak yah mohon ampun dari dorang. but there were sure gd lookin guys... rite ema dearie?

wenta to serangoon instead... hehe. yeah, after being sick and nauseated by the junk of malay society. nth much there... but their lightings there are much more elaborative than geylang's. geylang da budget... hehe. wanted to buy those kerepek... but parents tot it wasnt worth it. so head home... kinda cool coz my dad actually wanted to go out... ya noe, him and his angry nature. but, realli appreciate it tt he was in the mood for raye, finally. todae, me, mom and dad...dunno bout bro, goin shoppin...4 shoes! yippie!

goin off... take care ppl... realli, realli the last lap of the race... onli the last 100 m sprint... go ppl!

Smashed into pieces at 11/11/2004 09:46:00 AM

Friday, November 05, 2004

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you've changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything's okay (Don't let me down, don't you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my love everlasting love if you'll return love to me

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)
If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman

Smashed into pieces at 11/05/2004 01:50:00 PM

Monday, November 01, 2004

hey ya peeps! this will be ever last entry... b4 i really blog again.. coz the Os are here... argh.. hate it. anyways, all the best to those are takin them. but, y are u here? shoulndt u be studyin...? oh wells, alil time out on MY bloggie wont hurt...

fun day todae... wenta ad house. me and ema and banana gang. basically, the table ppl..hehe. well, we rumaged her room after bored playin the stoopid x-box games. so tough... ad never teach as well... anyways, had fun in da room...heeh. well, u should noe wat happens when WE girls are together, in a room... yeah. it was pure real fun.... it's like as if we've done and over with our Os. gosh... how i hope to get tt feelin again.... i wanna be free...

yeah... got longer story, but no time. so for now, take carez guys and gals... to my dearest frens, see in sch. slog and slog... onli like 2 WEEKS left of Os... hehe. keep on tagging... thanks 'taggers'! if anyone of the SI peeps visit this, gd luck ya... all da best... (like real they gonna be here). but if u peeps do, do tag aitez? love u peeps out there... a big ADIEU for now... till nest 2 weeks...

Smashed into pieces at 11/01/2004 06:10:00 PM